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07 March 2018
Nepal Bible Institute, May 16-31, 2018
22 December 2017
Home for Christmas
20 December 2016
How Silently, How Silently -- Christmas Letter 2016
So God imparts to human hearts / The blessings of His heaven.
No ear may hear His coming, / But in this world of sin,
Where meek souls will receive him still, / The dear Christ enters in.
25 December 2014
The Rees Family Christmas Letter 2014
21 December 2011
Away in a Manger

THE CATTLE ARE LOWING, the Baby awakes. But little Lord Jesus no crying He makes. Wait a second! That line in the second verse of the beloved carol, “Away in a Manger,” has irked me for years. Of course, it has not been enough to stop me from singing it at Christmas Eve services or at times of caroling around the piano or even at bedtimes with the children (during, potentially, any month of the year, not just December!). But the pebble of irritation about the manger scene has proven to be just enough to re-open the Christmas narrative and see if such a detail is explicitly mentioned or implicitly inferred anywhere. Did little Lord Jesus, really, no crying make?
Verdict—Mary’s first delivery was a normal, healthy delivery in every way, which leads me to conclude that there must have been plenty of crying to go around! Jesus, Mary, Joseph, shepherds, and eventually the wise men—pass the Kleenex® box around. Can angels cry? Well, if they can they too might have joyfully blubbered with the rest of them! “I bring you good news of great joy which will be for all the people” (Luke 2:10).
Not in 2011 … nor, for the record, in 2012(!) … but Shellie and I have made our rounds through the obstetrics ward at the hospital five wonderful times in the last 14¾ years. We have concurred that it would not be in the least bit serene, or happy, or joyful to have a baby who was not crying in the first moments of life. There is nothing in the Christmas account in Scripture that even remotely suggests that Mary’s delivery was any different than any other woman’s delivery or that Jesus’ birth was anything different than any other baby’s birth. Certainly, Mary and Jesus were unique in ways that beg for more study and more dialogue, but the events of that night were entirely … and dare I say … blessedly ordinary.
I am not trying to spar with poetic license written into “Away in a Manger.” Actually and tangentially, I found something else noteworthy in the relatively few verses allotted to Jesus’ birth in the Bible; something that I might have missed if it were not for my borderline compulsive urge to fact-check traditional Christmas carols. This year I noticed an amazing absence of anything out of the ordinary with Jesus’ actual birthday. His birth infused blessing into uneventfulness.
Perhaps you are like us in this regard, too often we give thanks for the brushes with the supernatural; those macro- or micro-deliverances that could only be explained after-the-fact by a providentially attentive Almighty God who graciously scrutinizes our paths. But I don’t know if I have ever before thought of the blessing of the ordinary. Granted, on that first Christmas there are many elements of sheer drama and utter terror, where the so-called experts were tongue-tied and the so-called bumpkins were silver-tongued. We would be the last to remove, even remotely, the supernatural from the Incarnation. But on that night, with that couple, in that stall, with that feeding trough nothing extraordinary happened. On the nearby hillside where the shepherds were guarding their flocks at night, there were supernatural fireworks going off. In the far-away sand where the Magi were studying the night-sky, there were miraculous “dots” being connected. But in the stable behind the inn which had no room for the King-in-disguise there was the blessing of uneventfulness.
Mary, for sure, had unanesthetized labor-pains throughout her delivery. Joseph, for sure, wished there was someone else present who had actually delivered a baby before; or at least someone who could advise him about basic female anatomy since he and Mary had not seen each other in that way yet. Not to belabor the point (pun intended!), but there was blood and fluid and after-birth and the ubiquitous clumsiness of figuring out how to feed a baby as a first-time mom. And, in my imagination, crying must have been generously exercised—before, during, and after the birth.
For Mary and Joseph all the miracles—and there were many—happened before and then after this very ordinary birth. The conception, of course, was perhaps the greatest miracle of all. The marriage that was not severed when Joseph discovered the news of Mary’s pregnancy without his (or any male’s) participation—this was a miracle that must not slip past our careful attention. Mary’s miraculous welcome received from her relative, Elizabeth, who was also miraculously pregnant. Jesus’ fantastic in utero greeting from his in utero cousin, John (the Baptist), was also miraculous. Time prevents a full treatment of the miracles that light up the narrative: the shepherds, the angels, the Christmas Star that apparently moved as needed to guide the wise men to Jesus, the escape from the massacre at Bethlehem, the dreams given to Joseph several times along the way, the name selected for the Savior, the city where the birth took place, even the timing of the tax requirement issued by Quirinius the Roman governor of Palestine at the time.
But that night, away in a manger, God steeped sublime dignity into the ordinary by allowing His Son to be birthed in exactly the same way all humans are birthed. God infused supernatural guidance and perseverance—incognito—into the otherwise uneventfulness of Christmas. This is the Christmas meditation that I stumbled across while looking for another thing altogether—what so often feels like God’s distance when it takes our every ounce of energy just to keep “treading water” in the ordinary, just trying to make it, just waiting for the time to punch out for the weekend … what often seems like God’s disinterest or even disapproval in our achingly long stretches of silence and uneventfulness … might actually be the times when God is nearest of all. God is not always found in the euphoria of the phenomenal, or in the serenity of the mystical. Sometimes—and arguably most times—God is found in the ordinary manger straw that is intentionally hidden in the alley behind the neon “no vacancy” sign, underneath the pain, awash with salty tears on the clumsy side of life when we think no one is paying any attention at all. Pass the Kleenex® box—for what seems to be the most ordinary may be, in fact, our front row seat for the most extraordinary thing of all: God came near.
14 December 2010
Long Winter's Nap

‘Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house / Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse / The stockings were hung by the chimney with care / In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there / The children were nestled all snug in their beds / While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads / And mamma in her ‘kerchief and I in my cap / Had just settled down for a long winter’s nap …
These famous American verses were originally published in 1823 anonymously as “A Visit from St. Nicholas” (later attributed to Clement Clarke Moore—friend of Washington Irving—also attributed by some to Henry Livingston, Jr.). The poem, now culturally known as “The Night Before Christmas,” is arguably the most well-known American verse of all. But my eyes … my brain … my shoulders … my back … my feet … my entire material and immaterial being gets to lines 7 & 8 and then stops! Mamma and I settling down “for a long winter’s nap.”
Oh yes, the December rush is fully upon us all and it is only the second weekend in the month. Egad! All I want for Christmas is that “long winter’s nap”; a nap which “that lively old elf” actually interrupted in the poem … thanks for nothing, you imp! J I distinctly remember hearing these lines as a child and somehow connecting a long winter’s nap with hibernation somewhat like a bear’s—wow, that’s a long sleep, I used to think. Three decades later I don’t think that “hibernation” seems long in the slightest. It sounds just about right for December.
Astride the profound fatigue that finds the children all “nestled all snug in the beds” in the other room while “mamma in her ‘kerchief and I in my cap” still shuffling around long after bedtime there is a genuine aching for the material and immaterial rest we have in Christ. While “visions of sugar-plums dance” in the children’s dreams, my vision scans the horizon for the Christ who said, “It is finished!”
How can it be finished when there is still so much left to do? Ah yes, that is the creaturely way of looking at it—but the rest of Christ remains accessible through faith all the while. It is an active rest; a mobile rest even a sweaty rest in the middle of laboring with Christ. It is a rest that believes all the work left to be done is being done by God who now moves through His spiritually enabled people—the church. It is already all done and somehow not yet all “tied off.” And so December finds us still cemented to time and space and linear chronology, but the rest of Christ is real and it is here and it is exactly what this “decembered” papa in his night-cap needs to remember.
07 December 2009
Christ Before the Manger

The story of Christmas does not begin in Bethlehem. I have seen it even in our recent journey through the key relationships in the book of Genesis. Perhaps retracing our steps through the “Book of Generations” will add a depth to the wonder of the Christmas story this December.
Jesus is the promised deliverer, “the Seed of the woman,” who will crush the head of the tempter (3:15).
Jesus is the descendent of Seth, the Chosen One (5:3).
Jesus is likened to the Ark of salvation into which Noah and his family entered for rescue from judgment (6:18-19).
Jesus is the Blessing of Shem into whose tents we can go (9:26).
Jesus is the Son of Abraham through whom “all the families of the earth will be blessed” (12:3).
Jesus is One to whom Abraham paid homage, named “Melchizedek, the King of Salem, priest of the Most High God” (14:18).
Jesus is the Angel of the LORD who saw, heard and delivered Hagar in the wilderness; twice (16:9; 21:17).
Jesus is the God-Man who rained judgment upon Sodom and Gomorrah (18:32).
Jesus is the truly the “Son, the only Son, whom [the Father] loves” actually offered in place of Isaac as the “Sacrifice on Mount Moriah”; the provision that “God Himself will see to” and execute completely (22:2,8).
Jesus is the Blessed-Wrestler who limps Jacob and renames him Israel (32:24-25).
Jesus is the innocent One likened unto Joseph who is betrayed by his brothers, thrown into the pit and into jail and left for dead, falsely accused by strangers, forgotten by friends; who arises to supremacy and forgives his enemies (chs. 37-45).
Jesus, like Joseph, is the deliverance of Israel who comes up out of Egypt—“out of Egypt I have called My Son” (cf Matthew 2:15).
Jesus is the Lion of the tribe of Judah; “the scepter will not depart from Judah nor the ruler’s staff from beneath his feet until Shiloh comes; and to Him shall be the obedience of the peoples” (49:9-10).
This casts a different light on the Babe, born in a manger—majesty wrapped in fragility. He is great, but only recognized by the margin of society. He is the only Savior of the world, but the world esteemed Him as unworthy. He is in plain sight to all, but hidden from all outside of faith. O come, let us adore Him, Christ the Lord.
13 December 2008
O Come All Ye Faithful

Certainly, people respond to invitations. Walmart® opened at 5am a few days ago (November 28) on the infamous “Black Friday” for anyone game enough to line up for the pre-dawn sales. Throngs responded. Tragically, however, so many gathered to “Save money. Live better.”® that one employee at a Long Island Walmart® store was literally trampled to death by the stampede of crazed shoppers as he unlocked the door. The police report indicated that the mob was at a full run at the time of the 5am homicide. At least one reporter said that the retailer “invited” tragedy at some level with such good sales. That conclusion is arguable, but it is beyond question that people respond to invitations. Sometimes in throngs, but more often people respond in less ostentatious and less violent ways.
During this very … interesting … year we, as a family, have happily responded to a gracious invitation to join the faith community at Fellowship Bible Church in Siloam Springs, Arkansas (by the way, the abbreviation for Arkansas is AR not AK, which is of course Alaska!). We are settling into this new situation nicely, though I still don’t know where the spoons are in the early morning when I attempt to make coffee before my eyes begin to focus. We have responded to the realtor’s “invitation” to buy a house. We have likewise responded to the banker’s “invitation” to send in a mortgage check. The children have responded to the “invitation” to enroll in the local schools. On this first day of December the snow clouds responded to the snow dances, a.k.a. “invitations,” of all the children in Siloam for snow. Though there was about an inch on the ground, it was not enough to cancel school. The girls and Shellie just accepted an invitation to go to a birthday party with new friends from church. In a few weeks Shellie and I will join the festivities of a wedding because of an invitation (we are going to call it a “date-night” for our quarterly evening without the kids!) We have even responded to the invitation from the local animal shelter to adopt a pet. I don’t know how much the young golden retriever, “Misty,” had to say about the invitation, but all the kids said, “Hooray, a dog!” We are deciding to which invitations we should respond in the New Year—baseball teams, community theater, book clubs—realizing that we cannot say, “Yes!” to everything … but it is nice to have options once again. Of course, if the invitation for Jocelyn (almost 3 years old!) to become a “pop star” comes, like she was pretending yesterday, I think such an invitation would trump a whole year of invitations. Suffice it to say, people respond to invitations.
The invitation to “come” to Bethlehem is legitimate no matter the year, no matter the background, no matter the circumstances. People do respond to invitations. Consider the original responders to that original invitation to “come” to Bethlehem. A priest, Zacharias, who basically asked the angel for proof before he assented to the truth, came to Bethlehem all the same and found a song where there was once an accusation. A band of shepherds, who were functionally only one notch higher in the socio-economic stratum than lepers and Gentiles, came to Bethlehem and made a stir in the procession becoming the first evangelists of the good news of Christ’s grace. A cluster of stargazers, who realistically had nothing to gain humanly from an arduous trip across culture and desert, came to Bethlehem but left out the “side door” yet not without first adoring the Christ with gifts fit for a king. These gifts possibly financed the emergency flight the holy (and dare I say “blended”) family had to take to Egypt with the government hot on their trail. A devout and unshakably honorable Joseph, who had staked everything on the word of God through the angel, came to Bethlehem. But even more impressively, Joseph remained in Bethlehem instead of skipping town soon thereafter like so many other males who think they are men, but when the relational pressure is on they behave like boys. A young and contemplative Mary, who had known the temporary though intense isolation that can come directly as a result of the blessing of God, came to Bethlehem without all the answers but with the astounding confidence that “nothing will be impossible with God” (Luke 1:37). People respond to invitations.
For some cosmic reason the sale flyers will always dredge up more response than the announcement of “Glory to God in the highest and on earth peace among men with whom His favor rests” (Luke 2:14). But that does not negate the invitation or the response. That does not tarnish the call to “Venite, adoremus, dominum! - Come and worship Christ the Lord!” So bring your situation, your baggage, your gifts, your confusion, your joy, your confidence, even your unbelief and “come” to Bethlehem all the same—for the Lord has visited us there, personally delivering the blessing of restored relationship through salvation in Jesus Christ. We’ll meet you there!
08 December 2008
"In the days of Caesar Augustus..."

25 November 2008
Ordination Contemplation
One more thing: we are going to ordain you to this ministry and we want your vow that you will stick to it. This is not a temporary job assignment but a way of life that we need lived out in our community. We know that you are launched on a difficult belief venture in the same dangerous world as we are. We know that your emotions are as fickle as ours, and that your mind can play the same tricks on you as ours. This is why we are going to ordain you and why we are going to exact a vow from you. We know that there are going to be days and months, maybe even years, when we won’t feel like we are believing anything and won’t want to hear it from you. And we know that there will be days and weeks and maybe even years when you won’t feel like saying it. It doesn’t matter. Do it. You are ordained to this ministry, vowed to it. There may be times when we come to you as a committee or delegation and demand that you tell us something else than what we are telling you now. Promise right now that you won’t give in to what we demand of you. You are not the minister of our changing desires, or our time-conditioned understanding of our needs, or our secularized hopes for something better. With these vows of ordination we are lashing you to the mast of word and sacrament so that you will be unable to respond to the siren voices. There are a lot of other things to be done in this wrecked world and we are going to be doing at least some of them, but if we don’t know the basic terms with which we are working, the foundational realities with which we are dealing—God, kingdom, gospel—we are going to end up living futile, fantasy lives. Your task is to keep telling us the basic story, representing the presence of the Spirit, insisting on the priority of God, speaking biblical words of command and promise and invitation.
That, or something very much like it, is what I understand the church to say to the people whom it ordains to be its pastors.
Still, no matter how impressive the ritual, no matter how sincerely the vows are given, we keep trying to untie the cords that lash us to the mast. Some of us manage to get loose and respond to other demands. When the people around us forget the terms of our ordination, forget why they asked us to be pastors in the first place, and urgently try to involve is in their newest project, we begin to lose confidence in the authority of our own hard trade. We feel left out of the mainstream and then attempt to cure our sense of exclusion, obscurity, and frustration by plunging into an action that will “make a difference.”
Eugene Peterson, Working the Angles, pp. 23-25
